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Positron832
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Posted by Positron832 - 7 days ago


Ever since I stopped visiting this site on a daily basis I've realized that constantly checking notifications, the votes on my stuff, and other people's stats, was making me more sad and frustrated than I thought. Taking a break really helped me to distance myself from these feelings and reflect on why I use Newgrounds in the first place. I've found that I primarily used Newgrounds for attention and validation, especially when the general forum was still open. I'd attempt to make art and music, and often post on the forums, to attract attention, in hopes that other people would leave a review or reply. This was a rather depressing way to use Newgrounds, especially when I compared myself to newer accounts that were getting more attention than mine. Eventually it got to the point where I considered deleting my online presence, several times. It was by this time I stopped logging in every day and started to think about how Newgrounds was affecting me.


I now know that I don't want to continue using Newgrounds (or other platforms) for attention or validation. This means that I'll be less active than ever, and I'm happy with that. What makes me even happier is that I finally put my thoughts into words and don't feel ashamed of it! I've been wanting to get this off my chest for a while, and with this finally off my chest, I wish everyone reading this a continued good day.


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Posted by Positron832 - July 19th, 2023


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It's a reference :P


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Posted by Positron832 - September 9th, 2022


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Posted by Positron832 - November 30th, 2021


So I was hanging out with some friends when suddenly two water-filled condoms fell down from a hole in the roof.


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Posted by Positron832 - July 8th, 2021


The old emojis.

The new emojis.


I think that the new ones look weirder. Some lines look less smooth and the gradient is more subtle. I would describe them as less professional maybe but I'll get used to it. What do you think about them?


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Posted by Positron832 - June 1st, 2021


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What do you think? I really like using a linear- and a radial gradient together with background blend mode set to screen becoz it's c001.


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Posted by Positron832 - April 22nd, 2021


So today I log into my account and see that I'm now a town watch. Later today I log in and see that I have a bronze whistle too. I won't complain :-)


I'm writing this for future reference maybe so here's a precise date: 22nd Apr 2021.


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Posted by Positron832 - June 22nd, 2020


Every now and then I remember a dream, once there was a bright black hole in the sky and another time a half-desert world from isometric view with a robot similar to Wall-E. Another time I was lost in my town running and walking around meeting people I haven't talked to for a long time. Weird things can happen in dreams.. they can be like an adventure, starting with, let's say going somewhere with your friends in a taxi, and then the taxi turns into a bus that flies over a big boat in the middle of the road, landing in water, ending with you picking up flowers in Russia. I don't know how to describe it, but dreams can be magical I suppose..


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